Summer :)

Besides a few fights here and there with my bestfriend, ive been having a good summer.
Been seein my love more often. :) <3
Hes coming with us to the zoo this weekend.
Er well thats if his mama lets him.

My 17th birthday will be coming up soon to. <3
As well as Ryans 16th. His is on the 12th of July mines of the 20th. :P
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Fall Apart

So, This week..even though its the first week of summer..hasent been much fun.
Reason of the untold..but..just take my word.
Sometimes..I wish i could go back in time.
Fix the stuff i fucked up with.
But i cant.

Thats life..mistakes..regrets..sadness.
It all comes with life.
and i cant change that..
My life will soon fall apart..

Summer love.

So the last day of school for me is this tuesday. My boyfriend and bestfriend doesnt get off till like friday, ima be so bored while theyre in school.

But im so glad school is ending, so ready for a break. Plus we have a longer summer since theyre distroying the school to make a parking lot. Dont worry...they built another school. lol
We have like 4 months of break. :D
Sooooo happy. xD
but next year i only have like a month off.

Im not excited for next summer..since my boyfriend is moving..ugh.
Im gonna miss him sooo freaking much!
Ima go crazy without him.

Well besides summer a near, nothing much has happened.

Wishing

I wish everything could be alright.

Amazing.

Had the most AMAZING time with me Babeh today. :)
I Love you so much Ryan Tew. <3

You complete me.

Undead Heart - Vampire Everywhere!

Oh the kiss scene. Swept me off my feet. <33

Love

God, I love Ryan Tew. :)
That is all. <3

Sick

Came home early from school today.
I remember when i first made this blog, it was one of the days i stayed home with the flu.

Now, warm tea, hot bath, love songs and sleep.
I feel better already.

Honestly.

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say, hey

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me
I'mma stickwitu, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'mma stickwitu

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride in our private lives
Ain't nobody getting in between

I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me
I'mma stickwitu, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'mma stickwitu

And now
Ain't nothing else I could need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me

I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me
And that's, that's why I say, hey

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me
I'mma stickwitu, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'mma stickwitu

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me
I'mma stickwitu, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'mma stickwitu

Mmm tasty.

Boy, can i come to your candy shop?
Oh baby.

What it do babyboo?

Ryan, Happiness.

I have found happiness in darkness.
Ryan Tew, you are simply..amazing!
Never ever leave me! You make me soo happy i can jump for joy.
Im so happy you came into my life!
Gosh, i could go on forever about you!
But i just cant express in words about how much i love you. <33

The beats..to your heart.

Im lost in a world...i dont understand.

The beats to your heart are numbered

We are here for a moment, and it’s all over in the blink of an eye. 
The future is nonexistent, the past is gone forever, and the only thing that’s real, is the present. we do not last forever, but the purpose of this time is to create something that will.

What can i say?

What can I say, What can I do?
This is who I am and I am hurting you

Promise me...

Into the fire on my own
I know I wont see your face again, hey
Are you sitting there alone, hey

Are you thinking like me of the laughing times or of the sad and loving times
Everything that's left from us is there where you are!

Promise me to think of us as a time so beutiful.
Promise me to think of us still bright still colorfull.
Promise me to look back at us as a time in your life you injoyed.

Surounded by flames everywhere
What I used to be im not even there
The absence of you is killing me, hey

Are you thinking like me of the laughing times or of the sad and loving times
everything that's left from us is there where you are

Promise me to think of us as a time so beutiful.
Promise me to think of us still bright still colorfull
Promise me to look back at us as a time in your life you injoyed

Promise me, Promise me, I will be fine without you

Promise me, Promise me, There's more in my life to see you

Promise me, Promise me, I will be fine without you

Promise me, Promise me, There's more in my life to see you

Can you promise me to see you?

Can you promise me..

Promise me to think of us as a time so beutiful.(so beutiful)
Promise me to think of us still bright still colorfull(still colorfull)
Promise me to look back at us as a time in your life you injoyed

Hunniebunnie

I had the most amazing time with my Hunnie.
I wish my dad didnt ruin it by showing up.

I miss you, Hunnie.

Jon Sory.

3 years today.
Rest in peace bro!
Youre dearly missed.
<33

Osama Bin Laden is dead?!

Osama Bin Laden is dead!
I dont know if this is good..or bad..
Bc the people that follow him are probably super fucking pissed!

Revenge is a bitch dude, we might get hit hard.

Kind of afraid of what might happen.
I just pray everything will be okay.

I pray to God. Please keep us safe and return our soliders safe and sound soon.
Please end this was God. Amen.

I hope everything turns out for the better.

My day.

Today was amazing.
Saw my boy today, We hung out with Julia, Gage, and Darion.

Even if we froze our asses off, but it was fun!

I love you, Ryan Tew. <3

Just Leave..

Im hated here...
Maybe i should just leave..
But..where would i go?

It never ends..the fighting, me failing...it all never ends..