Emma

Pickin up my little baby today.
She broke her foot and had to get surgery on it.
I miss her, and i hope everything will go ok.
I love you Emma louise.

Given up.

I have my flaws, I make my mistakes and I'm not a perfect...or easy person to deal with.
I am stubborn, and I hold an angry argument. I'm protective and moderately jealous as well.
But when I love...I give it all I have, I put my heart and soul into it and I don't let anyone tell me different, I always take care of the one I love no matter what.


I feel a sense of defeat...like I have no more left, I'm finally done.
I've been wondering when this day would come, and when I would finally just...give up, and well I have....I have given up

Today. :)

Had the most amazing day with Ryan and my family at the zoo. :)

I lovie you, Ryan Tew.

Summer :)

Besides a few fights here and there with my bestfriend, ive been having a good summer.
Been seein my love more often. :) <3
Hes coming with us to the zoo this weekend.
Er well thats if his mama lets him.

My 17th birthday will be coming up soon to. <3
As well as Ryans 16th. His is on the 12th of July mines of the 20th. :P
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Amazing.

Had the most AMAZING time with me Babeh today. :)
I Love you so much Ryan Tew. <3

You complete me.

Love

God, I love Ryan Tew. :)
That is all. <3

Sick

Came home early from school today.
I remember when i first made this blog, it was one of the days i stayed home with the flu.

Now, warm tea, hot bath, love songs and sleep.
I feel better already.

Honestly.

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say, hey

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me
I'mma stickwitu, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'mma stickwitu

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride in our private lives
Ain't nobody getting in between

I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me
I'mma stickwitu, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'mma stickwitu

And now
Ain't nothing else I could need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me

I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down

I know you and you know me
And that's, that's why I say, hey

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me
I'mma stickwitu, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'mma stickwitu

Nobody gonna love me better
I'mma stickwitu forever
Nobody gonna take me higher
I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me
I'mma stickwitu, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'mma stickwitu

Mmm tasty.

Boy, can i come to your candy shop?
Oh baby.

What it do babyboo?

Ryan, Happiness.

I have found happiness in darkness.
Ryan Tew, you are simply..amazing!
Never ever leave me! You make me soo happy i can jump for joy.
Im so happy you came into my life!
Gosh, i could go on forever about you!
But i just cant express in words about how much i love you. <33

Promise me...

Into the fire on my own
I know I wont see your face again, hey
Are you sitting there alone, hey

Are you thinking like me of the laughing times or of the sad and loving times
Everything that's left from us is there where you are!

Promise me to think of us as a time so beutiful.
Promise me to think of us still bright still colorfull.
Promise me to look back at us as a time in your life you injoyed.

Surounded by flames everywhere
What I used to be im not even there
The absence of you is killing me, hey

Are you thinking like me of the laughing times or of the sad and loving times
everything that's left from us is there where you are

Promise me to think of us as a time so beutiful.
Promise me to think of us still bright still colorfull
Promise me to look back at us as a time in your life you injoyed

Promise me, Promise me, I will be fine without you

Promise me, Promise me, There's more in my life to see you

Promise me, Promise me, I will be fine without you

Promise me, Promise me, There's more in my life to see you

Can you promise me to see you?

Can you promise me..

Promise me to think of us as a time so beutiful.(so beutiful)
Promise me to think of us still bright still colorfull(still colorfull)
Promise me to look back at us as a time in your life you injoyed

Hunniebunnie

I had the most amazing time with my Hunnie.
I wish my dad didnt ruin it by showing up.

I miss you, Hunnie.

Jon Sory.

3 years today.
Rest in peace bro!
Youre dearly missed.
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My day.

Today was amazing.
Saw my boy today, We hung out with Julia, Gage, and Darion.

Even if we froze our asses off, but it was fun!

I love you, Ryan Tew. <3

Death, Life, Dreams, & Love.

There is such a thin line between life and death.
Some of us dont realize this..
Life is so easy to love, but so easy to hate.
Live for today, not for yesterday.
Live for the future. Life is in the eyes of the beholder. You make it what its worth.

Dream as you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

Make the most of what you can. And dont lay in the past. The past will only haunt you.

Love, Amazing, Boyfriend.

I had the most amazing night.
Ryan came over, we had a great time. <3
But now that hes gone, i miss him soo much.

I cant wait till i can see him again.
I Love You, Ryan. <3

Today, Bullshit, Love, and hair dye.

So today, it wasnt bad at first.
Almost got into another fight with Mr. Hinkle though. But i didnt, thank god.

i dyed my hair today, i re-dyed it my red color that i love so much. Lulz.

Though i fell into a crying fit earlier, bc all my stress and problems caught up to me.
But Ryan<3 his friend Gage, My sis and my cousin made me feel better.

Thanks for being there guys, I love you.

Phone, Friday. Love.

So i got my phone back today.
Thank god, bc i was gonna die without it. Lawl
Anyway, Ryan and i are doin good. :)
He and i are gonna have friday together so he can meet my daddy-o and such.
Soo excited! This week is gonna go by so slowly!

I cant wait to see him, so i can give him tonz of kisses!! :D

I cant express how happy hes made me. :)

My love

So today was really good. :)
I didnt expect to get to see him or my bestfriend today, but i did.

That kid right thurr has made me super happy.
I love you Ryan Tew. <3