This world, my calling.

Its been awhile..
Things..are a little better..
I'm still struggling with alot of stuff.
I hate what this world has become..
I feel..i dont even belong in it.
Like how come i was put on this earth?
Whats my life purpose?
All i do is sit here..and watch the world fly by..Is there a reason im here?
Is there a reason i have to watch the destruction of this world? am i ment to do something?
So many questions..with no answers.
I would like to find my calling.
Id like it to be great. Something i can do to make this world better, or make people happy.

Theres something out there, just for me.
I just have to find it.